Less painful

I feel you so far away, like in such a huge distance now. I try to think, that you're gonne in a trip. Not in ones you buy a ticket and fly somewhere else. I actually mean, those trips that goes way under your soul. Those ones that changes your entire existance. Yeah, I like to think that. I like to think you're happy in these days. When I do, living is less painful. Smiling without feeling it is less exhausting. Breathing without you is much more possible.